Hi God,

Guess You always know by how I feel. Like a kid whose colorful lollypop is taken away and cries his darnest to be heard, there is also the smoothing peace that follows, the bewildered look on his face as he stares into the face of love, as he struggles to understand the meaning behind it. I am learning to give up my treasure to Your hands regardless of how I feel and think and still learning to die to self and pick up the cross in absolute surrender.

Do with me what You will.

Love,
Eugene