Hi God,

Guess You always know by how I feel. Like a kid whose colorful lollypop is taken away and cries his darnest to be heard, there is also the smoothing peace that follows, the bewildered look on his face as he stares into the face of love, as he struggles to understand the meaning behind it. I am learning to give up my treasure to Your hands regardless of how I feel and think and still learning to die to self and pick up the cross in absolute surrender.

Do with me what You will.

Love,
Eugene

I've listened to this song before but never took notice of the lyrics till now. Wow, it suddenly took on a whole new level of meaning. What can I say? =0p


Hoobastank - "The Reason"

i'm not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didnt do
but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you.
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear

i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you

Arrrgghh! Ants on blog!!! Ants on blog!!! Somebody squash it!!!!