HI all! Trying to see if I can BLOG direct from my MAC instead of logging on to Blogger all the time. Anyway, if you see this msg, it means that is works! Cool!

We celebrated May Day yesterday. Thank goodness for the long weekend! I had CPT training over Sat/Sun was really glad that at least I had one day to really chill out before I started work again. Nevertheless, I also had a Music Team Meeting as well. Things aren't that great apparently, people are a bit disgruntled over the technicalities involved and I don't blame them. Its partly our fault that we aren't great players at what we do and somehow it seems now that a heart and passion for playing is not enough. You really have to get down and really practice hard on your instruments. We'll have to trust God to lead us along the way.

I'm excited about the prospect of myself becoming a trainer. The potential of the income is one main attraction I must admit but the road looks long and ardous. Nevertheless, if one must upgrade and learn, then one must suffer to do so. Looking at the whole process, I will honestly say that I am afraid. Yes, afraid, because I have to think so much. I don't think I have ever fully utilized my brain power that much but it seems to me that I'n left with little choice. The realization of such a fact is quite frightening you know. I think one must understand that my human nature is to simply put, slack away. My brain is usually on 'Stand By' mode, not your 'Active' mode as you will. So to 'force' it against it's natural state is going to be quite stressful indeed. Oh well, what to do. Everyones' favourite wish is to remain like Peter Pan forever but the fact of the World is that it changes and evolves and if you don't, you become outdated quite quickly indeed.

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Anyway, need to work.